This Feeling

This is one of the songs I ever wrote that actually made sense!! I have attempted so many times before this one came to life in December 2009 during my lunch break. I unearthed the words to this song, when I kept singing the first few verses over and over again. That eventually made me sit down and concentrate with a recorder on the other hand as I sang the song that flew out of my mouth so naturally. I was surprised afterwards at what I just did!

There were times I wish I could tell you
There were times I wish I could come clean with you
However, the times I tried to tell you
The feelings I held inside for long
There were times when I wanted to tell you, I love you
There were times I wish I can tell you, how much I miss you
There were times I wish I wanna do it all
Yet something was holding me 
From telling you what I feel

Oh this feeling I've kept on holding for long
Oh this feeling I've had to hold on for ages it seems
I wish I could tell you everyday how much I miss you
I wish I could tell you, you mean the world to me
Oh this feeling I've kept a hold on to
Has been hard to keep inside
Hiding it from you
Oh I wish that you could see
How much you brighten up my day
You bring a smile to my face
And you definitely bring a joy to my day

Did you ever wonder how these feelings came about?
These feeling came about so naturally
However, the times I tried to tell you
I feel as if a wall keeps us apart
There were times when I wanted to tell you, I love you
There were times I wish I could tell you, how much I miss you
There were times I wish I could tell the whole world, I care for you
There were times when I wish I can express my feelings freely

Oh this feeling I've kept a hold on to
Has been hard to keep
Hiding it from you
Oh I wish that you could see
How much you brighten up my day 
You bring a smile to my face
And you definitely bring a joy to my day.