Dangerous Wonder

I'll write love letters
expressing my love for You.
I'll catch all the rain drops 
from the sky in a bucket,
so I can bring it to someone 
who will use it 
to wash away his/her fears.
And renew him/herself 
into a new person.
With new beginnings
to set sights to 
And new adventures 
To fill the thrill
Of the moment
That stumbling upon 
A childlike faith
leads to a dangerous wonder.

This Feeling

This is one of the songs I ever wrote that actually made sense!! I have attempted so many times before this one came to life in December 2009 during my lunch break. I unearthed the words to this song, when I kept singing the first few verses over and over again. That eventually made me sit down and concentrate with a recorder on the other hand as I sang the song that flew out of my mouth so naturally. I was surprised afterwards at what I just did!

There were times I wish I could tell you
There were times I wish I could come clean with you
However, the times I tried to tell you
The feelings I held inside for long
There were times when I wanted to tell you, I love you
There were times I wish I can tell you, how much I miss you
There were times I wish I wanna do it all
Yet something was holding me 
From telling you what I feel

Oh this feeling I've kept on holding for long
Oh this feeling I've had to hold on for ages it seems
I wish I could tell you everyday how much I miss you
I wish I could tell you, you mean the world to me
Oh this feeling I've kept a hold on to
Has been hard to keep inside
Hiding it from you
Oh I wish that you could see
How much you brighten up my day
You bring a smile to my face
And you definitely bring a joy to my day

Did you ever wonder how these feelings came about?
These feeling came about so naturally
However, the times I tried to tell you
I feel as if a wall keeps us apart
There were times when I wanted to tell you, I love you
There were times I wish I could tell you, how much I miss you
There were times I wish I could tell the whole world, I care for you
There were times when I wish I can express my feelings freely

Oh this feeling I've kept a hold on to
Has been hard to keep
Hiding it from you
Oh I wish that you could see
How much you brighten up my day 
You bring a smile to my face
And you definitely bring a joy to my day.

Another Side Of Me

Unleashing my soul into words

That gently flow into my head

And exploring the unknown

With my poems and songs

Writer's mode sinks

The moment

Endless words

Enter my head

With words

I begin to pour my soul

Into the unknown world

From poetry to

Composing songs

And in my soul,

I seek to shine in my own way

Writing to express

What I am inside

Going skin deep

Revealing my individuality

Poetry not only

Allows me to express,

But to free those words

from my heart

And use it

to share

As it is God's gift

Every individual

Has a unique gift

And it is solely

The individual's

Decision how to

Unleash the power

Of that gift

Drawing upon my beginnings

Singing my heart away

As if I almost melted

Into the lyrics

Out came another side of me

Turned into a poet

Unleashing another side of me

Introductory

I have always dreamed of the limelight. You know like one-day headline my own concert, do what I truly LOVE, singing passionately with fire.

I do not often talk about the so-called dream of mine, just like the dream to be a flight attendant. I still dream of those deep down. Of course it is up to God and what HE really wants me to do with the gifts He has blessed me with since I came into this world twenty-five years ago.

Therefore, because lately I have been writing and somewhat song writing, that is when my poetry does not kick in and I am truly writing song verses on my phone.

With that, I thought to myself today, I might as well post the inner depths of my soul.

Now sit back and enjoy reading my soulful fruits of words of creativity.